yet, sometimes life just adore flinging you back down to the hard concrete ground.
one may land on a bed of roses, and a sweet-smelling smell drifts to the nose, stimulating a pleasant feeling and the body tingles with pleasure. Yet, the thorns of the roses stick into the flesh, injecting pulses of pain and puncturing holes into the delicate matter.
i remember yesterday so clearly, yet it feels all blurry now.
i was only reminded of 05.07.07 by a music player at a shop playing skeptics and true believers.
after 3 years, it still comes back and remind me? Every single year?
the harsh reality i would never forget, that encased a well of love and happiness.
i made the wrong choice then, i'm sorry :(
i loved you, i swear.
that memory reminded me of something,
i don't want to hurt anyone i love anymore.
:((
!flashback starts once again.
hershey kisses- cookies and cream (MY FAV) :) and those words you said.
i remember exactly where you said those words.
i remember you doubted a few days later...
BUT I COULDN'T REMEMBER WHY YOUR DOUBT FADED :(
i really really loved you. I'm sorry i was so silly, i'm sorry i let you down.
07.07.07 - a special day. we had cip and we went to 500+ to play and we slacked at the library.
i remembered, it was a saturday. :/
and the time we helped the old lady :)
hahhahhaha it was so fun!
i'm thinking and thinking, yet the memories may stay, but the past has gone.
reminiscence will not change what happened, yet it reminds us of our silly mistakes, i guess.
some stuff happened.
i guess it's all retribution.
*laughter*
janeh.